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Tuesday, August 15, 2006

ok well... yesterday, was first day of classes.  it went ok...  i had colege algebra first... it the teacher was really nice, and extrememyl organize, which is good.  i just have a feeling it will be lots of work.  at least its algebra.. lol it could be worse.  then i had english... guess who was the first person isaw in that class! ...Raleigh Boy... great.  ugh and the class is like super small... and it seems like its going to be a complete review of high school english... which might just bore me to death... but well see.  then i ate lunch with suzanne... i really cant remember what i had.  but it probably wasnt good.  then i went to culture, human bevaior, and dress. this class is pretty huge, it was in like an auditorium, and theres lots of ppl, and stuff, i think it will be really interesting its about like... how people dress, and how it relates to society and stuff.  so yea... then i went to intro to art.  i met a girl named candra, who was really sweet and gave me her phone number in case i ever needed a ride somewhere... people like that make me happy.  so this class was also in sort of an auditorium... it was full, and the whole class is like slides of art, and we dont have to memorize dates or names!! (im awful at that) so we just get to look at the art, which is soo good, and she tests us with like fill in the blanks... it seems easy, but i could fall right to sleep in that class cuz the lights are always out.... but yea anyway...

after that i came back here, chilled, then me and suzanne went to the gym.  ok, so there was this guy me and suzanne talked to for like 5 minutes at orientation, and since we got here, we've been seeing him all over the place, so i occasionally say hey... so i was at the gym and i thought i saw him and i waved and said hi and everything then this guys said hi... and i realized it wasn him at all! lol and he looked like an uppercalssmen basketball player... soo embaressing. lol.  so yea, then i came back here, showered, ate dinner... i had rice.. lol.  then i came back here with suz and we researched sororities a little bit to see if we wanted to join one.  but then we started talking to this girl andrea, who lived in maplewood till like 5th grade or something... and she went to tuscan and everything, but then she moved to charlotte.  and so we went to her dorm and were talkingt o her and her roommate, kassie... and theyre both really nice... i like them.  then i came back here and talked to a bunch of people on the phone. 

today, i slept till about 10 45, and then i tried to organize myself a little bit.  i have a nutrition class at 2... in the same room as my culture and clothing class... which means itll be large...  then im going to the gym and were taking an "ab lab" class... which is like a 20 min, ab workout.  lol then ill probably come home and do all the reading and stuff i should have done yesterday... oh well

ok, bye loves


Sunday, August 13, 2006

ok well.... it has been quiiiiiite a while. and i completely forgot how much i liked writing in here.  but anyway, i promised meli id write in here so she could read all about my crazy college life

so... today was my third day, second full... and it was good.

ill start with move in day.  it was scary as hell.  but once i go tin the room and was setting up and i met my roommate, things got easier.  so much easier in fact, that i didnt care as much as i did before whether my family left or not.  but when they did it was horrible... my mom cried, then my dad (killer!) and then my sister.  and then me... lol i cracked, even though at first i didnt think i was going to.  it was hard... but then me and suzanne went to hang out and try to find friends. we found none... then we went to dinner by ouselves. i had mashed potatoes and salad. i have a feeling ill be eating many meals like that.  then, we tried to find like a party or something.  we talked to two nasty guys from PA.  got hit on at least 6 times walking around the campus, and found some random people who knew where a frat party was.  we walked by but lost all confidence when we saw all the people there.  so we chilled in our dorms and were bored, and i missed home. A LOT. so i went to bed and hoped id feel better in the morning.

i did.  a lot better. i was ready to go out and find some people. so i woke up late hung up stuff in my room with my roommate, who btw is prety nice.... then me and suzanne went to dinner, and i had corn and salad lol. yum.  then we went to this party (non-alcoholic) in the EUC, it was given by a black fraternity, so u can imagine how many white people were there, but it was fun, i danced to its goin down, and snap ya fingers, and it made me miss parties at home and stuff lol.  but on the way there we met a boy from raleigh. he obviously felt sooo awkward at this party... but he stayed anyway... and i asked suzanne to take a pic of me dancing to its going down, but when i started dancing, he literally like grabbed me... EW.  so luckily, suz dropped the camera, and i pushed him off and helped her pick up the batteries, ugh then we ditched him, and found two other guys... they seemed slightly dorky, but they were really nice, and they knew about a frat party... so we went with them and then we were the first ones there!! lol of course... but the guys we came with somehow knew one of the brothers, so he was really nice to them and he went out just to buy the four of us beers.... i drank a whole beer.... even though i hate it.. lol.  then we saw two other girls like in the corner by themselves so i went to them and said hey! im alex, and then me suzanne, and our new friends amanda, and mallory were talking.  amandas from new york.. the boys names were clayton and ed.  and then this other girl came over.. and we all left and went to jimmy johns... a sandwich place... then while we were there we met a bunch of other freshman... the only name i remember was nick... lol.  then i came home and was happy.

today i woke up late, went to the book store and bought some things that i neede for my classes, then did a lot of nothing, then went to this convocation which was like this whole ceremony for the incoming freshman, it was so formal.. like ppl were giving speeches, and they rang a bell cuz its a tradition and stuff.. then me and suz ate dinner at the pizza hut in the EUC... then we ran into nikki... who ive been talking to on facebook a little bit before i came here.  and shes really cool, and we hung out for a while, she came back to my room, adn we printed out schedules, and then she had to leave because we had a floor meeting.  so at the meeting we had to answer random questions about ourselves...my question was "what makes you unique?" and so i thought for a bit then i said i can flex my chest muscles... and it was soo awkward, butttt it got a few laughs... so whatever...  then me and suzanne decided to write on these ppls door, and they opened it while we were writing, and then this girl was so bubbly, and cute she was like omg u hava a burberry bag, i love burberry, and then suzannes like do u guys like to party? and they were like we watch musicals and drink soda, if u call that partying... lol and then they mention labyrinth? lol and we were like whats that...? and they were like, it involves david bowie in the 80s, and muppets... sooooo i was like ok lol thats why i dont know wut it is. haha.  anyway they were cute... then we went outside and suzanne asked for a lighter from these girls and they were like are freshamn?? and we were like yea.... and they were wow you guys dont look like it... lol and we talked to them for a bit then we went around and found my classes.  theyre far, but im excited.... sooo my day tomorrow is the following:

8:00-8:50........college algebra

10:00-10:50....english compostion

lunch with suzanne and nikki

12:00-12:50....human behavior, culture, and clothing.

2:00-2:50.........intro to art.

gym with suzanne and nikki

dinner?

PARTY! lol no classes till 2 on tuesday....

ok fun huh? alright more updates on my classes and stuff later... peace mother fuckerrr


Saturday, April 23, 2005

ook, well i dont know how many people actually still read this... i feel like its not that many for some reason... but if u do.... fill this ooouttt... please. lol

Are We Friends?

How Did We Meet?

Can You Trust Me?

Can I Trust You?

Have We Ever Been More Than Just Friends?

Whats My Full Name?

What Grade Am I In?

Who Do I Like?

Who Do I Love?

What Color Is My Hair?

What About My Eyes?

Do I Have Any Pets?

What Type?

Do I Do Anything After School ( etc: sports , dance , student congress )?

Am I Shy or Outgoing?

Do I Care Too Much?

Do I Care Too Little?

Am I Pretty or Ugly?

Am I Talented?

Im Gonna List The Alphabet Put A Word Down 4 Each Letter That Describes Me

A

B

C

D

E

F

G

H

I

J

K

L

M

N

O

P

Q

R

S

T

U

V

W

X

Y

Z

Am I ...

Funny or Lame?

Smart or Stupid?

Tall or Short?

Athlectic or Lazy?

Good or Bad?

Obnoxious or Lovable?

Would You / Have You ..

Date Me?

Kiss Me?

Hug Me?

Love Me?

Tell Me A Joke?

Wipe Away My Tears?

Make Me Laugh?

Be My Friend?

Backstab Me?

Forget All About Me?

Hate Me?

Kill Me?

i dont know what to say... YAYYY for spring break!

-ALEX


Saturday, April 16, 2005

the last time i wrote in this was a long time ago... i started to write something a while ago, but it got deleted somehow, and then for weeks i was too lazy to re-write it, or just re-type a new one...but, tonight, im just feeling like crap... i was supposed to work today, but then i decided like an hour before i had to work that i felt really sick. i feel like ive completely wasted my whole day, though... i did nothing, not even get dressed, until like sommetime between 4 and 5, and then it was only cuz my dad took me to blockbuster to rent movies where i had not been in probly like a year or so, whcih is weird cuz we used to go all the time. anyway...

so between me and my father, we rented 5 movies... lol since neither of us had been there in the longest time, there were so many i had to decide between... we got, um.. spanglish, saved, collateral, dawn of the dead, and the manchurian candidate... lol. when we got home, i had him watch spanglish with me... the first thing weve done together in sooo long. and i was glad because the other night he made me feel pretty bad... he called me and my sister to see if we wanted to go to bella italia (my favorite restaurant) but we were both already busy, and he complains a lot that we never do anything with him anymore... which is true, i guess. but i actually do feel bad about that... i mean, he thinks i dont care at all about wutever hes feeling, but thats not true at all...

so apparently, my sister is like miss popular... lol her friends gave her a surprise party tonight... at this boys house, and apprently there were a ton of kids there... she said she got lots of presents and $67 in cash... lol, and this one girls mom told my mom that this one girl spent all day gatting ready for "CASSIES PARTY" lol.... o god... so yea... she must be a better person than the one i see at home, cuz for the longest time, i thought shed have no friends cuz of her bossiness and stuff liek that... but it looks like everyone wants to be her friend...lol y doesnt everyone wanna be MY friend?!

so, my dad today, was like, ur gonna be in college in about a year... and of course, its a little more than a year, but still, that is SO soon... when i was little, i figured that when i went away to college id be grown up... and like, an adult. lol, im definately not even close to being either of those things... all of a sudden its here... i have a college counseler and im visiting colleges, and freaking out about grades and sats and stuff... it all came WAY too soon... i dont feel like im ready... and its not like im not ready for college, cuz i think i could actually handle that... im not ready to leave high school, and everything that goes with it, behind. i mean, we still do have a whole year left, but last year i told myslef we had two whole years left, and thats half gone already... i just... feel like... im not living high school how i always thought i would. like, i keep telling myslef to live more "in the moment" and stuff... to just do stuff cuz i feel like it and not thinking, for once, about wutever consequences there are... um, theres this song, that came out when i was in eighth grade, and i remember that because i was graduating from mms, and it meant a lot to me even then... but it makes me sad... just because it talks about how it will all be gone in a day, and theyre like remebering stuf... and o man... im so bad at explaining this...lol, but basically it makes me feel like my life is not being um... "lived to its fullest", i guess... yea... wel here are the lyrics, and i dont feel well, im going to watch saved...


"So denied,
So I lied,
Are you the now or never kind
In a day and a day love
I'm gonna be gone for good again
Are you willing to be had,
Are you cool with just tonight?
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

Put your name on the line
Along with place and time
Wanna stay not to go,
I wanna ditch the logical
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

All my time is frozen motion
Can't I stay an hour or two or more
Don't let me let you go
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to good bye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon"
--Eve 6

-alexxx


Wednesday, April 06, 2005

havet been here in a while....

so um... SPRING IS HERE!!!!

god, this weather makes me so unbeleivably happy... its totally insane how the weather affects my mood SO much... everybody elses too, i guess. but yea... today was SOOOO nice out! and i just wanted to stay outside forever... but anyway... i went with amanda to that little cute ice cream place in millburn... does that place have a name?? ad we sat on the porch on the swing and ate ice cream... and it was so nice, and then we went to watch the lacrosse game where i found out that amanda and kirk are getting married...lol, lovely... but anyway... sitting there in the shade and stuff... it was PERFECT lol. and i love it so much... and thats all i kept saying all afternoon. haha, and i cant say it enough.

so today was my sisters birthday... she turned 12! and she got 20 dollars from this one kid who has loved her since.... forever... lol the same kid that wrote a song for her and invites her to all his baseball games, and gives her moey for like every holiday, and used to call her, and blah blah blah, and 5 dollars from this other kid, and a card from some other boy... so haha... apparently like every boy in her grade loves her! and they give her presents and money... vfjvgbsjrefd, lol i was just thinking about what a loser i was in 6th grade... haha o man... yea anyway...

hugvhre, the weather should ALWAYS be like it was today... ALWAYS,except for the month of december, when its like christmas time... then its allowed to snow... but every other day (besides occasional light rain) should be like it was today! lol

ok yea...um... im freaking out about special dane auditions tomorrow... because i dont REALLY have a dance... and holy crap... im thinking dyamantes will be so much easier... i think i might have to do that... look wut time it is! and id need to like.., vhfjhbjkdxbnjdkfbc, o man... im FREAKING out! lol im so scared.... omg... bhtrgddgfbdx haha i have to go call melissa... but also hope that drew calls me back and tells me that he can work for me... i am PRAYING he can cuz if not then, it looks like i wont even have theoption to try out... hvdfkjbgjkvdfx, i g2gooooo, yoooo
-ALEXXXXXX!!!

"Did you sing your song
Did you sing it so loud
Did you sing it so everyone can hear in the crowd

Did you lose yourself
Did you lose your health
Did you put my memories on the shelf

Did you lose your place
Did you lose your grace
Just so everyone could see your singing face

Its like everybody loves you
and everybody wants you... lately
Its like everybody needs you
and everybody sees you...today "



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